Monday, March 4, 2013
I find myself in kind of an odd place these days. Not bad, just...different.
I'm not sure where I expected this blog to go when I started it almost two years ago. But one thing is certain, I didn't expect to wind up here. Posting captions like this once every two weeks...not quite the simple porn three times a week like I started out with.
I had a request in the comments of my last caption for a slutty m2f cap for a reader's birthday today. And while I met the deadline, the resulting cap isn't what was requested, and for that I am sorry.
But to be perfectly honest, I haven't been in the mood to write that kind of caption in a long time now. It's not from a lack of trying. This caption was actually supposed to go a very different way. The original plan was to have the camera clicks trigger a loss of intelligence until all that was left was a slutty bimbo. Not terribly original, but the capper I was six months ago could have turned out a decent piece with that storyline and these images.
But I've been writing long enough to know that when a story starts to take a different path than what you intended, it's pointless to try to fight it. So that's how I ended up with this, a person trapped in an alien body, very aware of what they are doing, but powerless to stop it.
Talk about sunshine and rainbows.
But then again, the original idea was just as dark of a concept as this, all that really changed was the tone.
I don't know. I guess I'm just kind of bummed out that I can't make as many captions as I used to, back when all I cared about was giving people what they wanted to read. Now I'm under both the time constraints of the real world, and the restraints I put on myself by being unable to tell the same stories over and over again.
Sometimes I really miss just cranking out taunting mistress caps.
So like I said at the beginning of this post, I'm kind of in an odd place with my capping right now. It's not bad (okay the two week gaps between updates is bad, but I can't do much about that right now), it's just different.